This song is called “This is My Fault (Do it to Me).” It’s one of the older songs going on the next full length, and it actually sat untouched for a bit until I showed it to a few people who ended up being really enthusiastic about it.
I planned on putting vocals in the “chorus,” but that never happened, and I’ve sort of grown to like it the way it is: sparse. The lyrics (and music, for that matter) are heavily influenced by Perfume Genius, specifically the song “Mr. Peterson.” That song is about a boy’s sexual relationship with a math teacher in high school; this song is about someone being sexually abused and feeling guilty for it, which is, sadly, a common feeling for victims of sexual abuse.
The video footage was taken in Bristol, England. It was interesting seeing how people reacted to me walking down the street filming them. I’ve never done that before.